Keep On
I couldn't sleep and nothing to do... so I thought of writing this post... this post was suppose to be my 100th post with the title:"The 100th Post"... but as you can see on my archive it's more then 100 already... I totally lost track of it due to the cookies post recently... and now when there is no more new cookies post and nothing to post about... it just came to me...
As most of you probably know that this blog is not my first blog... my first blog is friendster blog... at that time I doesn't even know what a blog is and its existence... but after trying it out and looking at my friends blog... I started to enjoy writing it... the question is, why I blog? as you read my blog you will know that i blog to tell about my life and experience in life... but most importantly, is like a diary to me... and to express my opinions, thoughts, and feelings.... cause I'm a shy guy that doesn't really tell people how or what I feel... and I'm not very good with word when speaking... the right words just doesn't come to my mind... but my writing is okay... thats the reasons...
Well, literature to me is an art... I don't hate it nor love it... everyone have their own style of writing... whether its a good or a bad one... everyone have different views too... in the past years or months... depend on how long I started blogging... there is a drastic change in my writing style... or maybe drastic is too huge to be use... but never mind... one of the changes you could see is that, from the past few months.... I stop using the 'SMS style' of typing and instead I'm typing it with full spelling now... why the sudden change?... its because I was at an anime forum asking people about a certain anime... and at that time... because I'm used to "SMS style' of typing... without thinking, I ask using that... although its just a short sentence... less then 20 words perhaps... people reply saying that its a hell to read what I'm typing... and someone reply with:"it is a respect for others by using the actual spelling"... when I saw that... I quickly change what I wrote and even apologise...
Due to that, that I started using full spelling in my blog... cause what you write and understand doesn't mean that others will understand too... although you say only your friends reading your blog... they are used to it... but how do you know?... and maybe your friend's friend visit your blog out of curiosity or other reasons... will they continue reading after a hard time just to read the first sentence?... I don't think so... even it's me... some times when reading my friend's blog... although I'm used to their style of writing... some of the sentences or words are 'weird' to me... I'm not trying to criticize anyone... its just my point of view... you could just ignore it... cause I stated before that everyone have their own way of writing so on...
Since I started to blog... I've posted quite a few didn't I... some are silly or stupid stuffs... some are funny stuff... some are happy stuff... and even sad and stressful stuff... but how many people out there are reading what I'm writing?... and what about my friends?... how many are there... knowing this, some times makes me sad... in a week, how many people visited and actually read what I wrote?... but it also depends on how recent do I post actually... I did put a state counter in my blog for a few months not long ago... but I stop after seeing the same result repeating itself again and again... for a few months... the result is an average of three people visited daily... maybe less and maybe more... knowing that, some times I have the feeling to stop blogging... but I din not... I still keep on until this day... not because of anyone or anything... but because of myself... my memories... cause I can't remember all the things i done in my whole life... some times even what happened last week I can't even remember... that's why blogging is like a diary to me... about my life... my experience...
As stated... my first blog is friendster blog... I don't even know if it still exist or not... the main reason I changed to blogger because it doesn't support HTML editing... and since then, I learn a new skill too... which is HTML... but I wanna thanks friendster for introducing me to the world of blogging... if not, this blog here doesn't even exist... over the pass months... I've been changing my layout over and over again according to the celebration or just cause I wanted to... I doesn't have any main layout yet... and mayb I'll stick to this one for now and only change according to the celebration... after the celebration, I'll changed back... thats what I planned... I wanted to stick to a background colour and just change the banner... like everyone else is doing... but I'm suck at banner designing... so I rather change everything...
I think that is all I got to say... no matter what happen... this blog will still be alive... even if I'm the only one visiting my blog... and thanks to those that keep coming back especially my friends... CHEERS....
As most of you probably know that this blog is not my first blog... my first blog is friendster blog... at that time I doesn't even know what a blog is and its existence... but after trying it out and looking at my friends blog... I started to enjoy writing it... the question is, why I blog? as you read my blog you will know that i blog to tell about my life and experience in life... but most importantly, is like a diary to me... and to express my opinions, thoughts, and feelings.... cause I'm a shy guy that doesn't really tell people how or what I feel... and I'm not very good with word when speaking... the right words just doesn't come to my mind... but my writing is okay... thats the reasons...
Well, literature to me is an art... I don't hate it nor love it... everyone have their own style of writing... whether its a good or a bad one... everyone have different views too... in the past years or months... depend on how long I started blogging... there is a drastic change in my writing style... or maybe drastic is too huge to be use... but never mind... one of the changes you could see is that, from the past few months.... I stop using the 'SMS style' of typing and instead I'm typing it with full spelling now... why the sudden change?... its because I was at an anime forum asking people about a certain anime... and at that time... because I'm used to "SMS style' of typing... without thinking, I ask using that... although its just a short sentence... less then 20 words perhaps... people reply saying that its a hell to read what I'm typing... and someone reply with:"it is a respect for others by using the actual spelling"... when I saw that... I quickly change what I wrote and even apologise...
Due to that, that I started using full spelling in my blog... cause what you write and understand doesn't mean that others will understand too... although you say only your friends reading your blog... they are used to it... but how do you know?... and maybe your friend's friend visit your blog out of curiosity or other reasons... will they continue reading after a hard time just to read the first sentence?... I don't think so... even it's me... some times when reading my friend's blog... although I'm used to their style of writing... some of the sentences or words are 'weird' to me... I'm not trying to criticize anyone... its just my point of view... you could just ignore it... cause I stated before that everyone have their own way of writing so on...
Since I started to blog... I've posted quite a few didn't I... some are silly or stupid stuffs... some are funny stuff... some are happy stuff... and even sad and stressful stuff... but how many people out there are reading what I'm writing?... and what about my friends?... how many are there... knowing this, some times makes me sad... in a week, how many people visited and actually read what I wrote?... but it also depends on how recent do I post actually... I did put a state counter in my blog for a few months not long ago... but I stop after seeing the same result repeating itself again and again... for a few months... the result is an average of three people visited daily... maybe less and maybe more... knowing that, some times I have the feeling to stop blogging... but I din not... I still keep on until this day... not because of anyone or anything... but because of myself... my memories... cause I can't remember all the things i done in my whole life... some times even what happened last week I can't even remember... that's why blogging is like a diary to me... about my life... my experience...
As stated... my first blog is friendster blog... I don't even know if it still exist or not... the main reason I changed to blogger because it doesn't support HTML editing... and since then, I learn a new skill too... which is HTML... but I wanna thanks friendster for introducing me to the world of blogging... if not, this blog here doesn't even exist... over the pass months... I've been changing my layout over and over again according to the celebration or just cause I wanted to... I doesn't have any main layout yet... and mayb I'll stick to this one for now and only change according to the celebration... after the celebration, I'll changed back... thats what I planned... I wanted to stick to a background colour and just change the banner... like everyone else is doing... but I'm suck at banner designing... so I rather change everything...
I think that is all I got to say... no matter what happen... this blog will still be alive... even if I'm the only one visiting my blog... and thanks to those that keep coming back especially my friends... CHEERS....
A weird feeling...
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