All new

Well, everything is new; new layout, new trimester, new subjects, new hope, and new friends maybe... hehehe... my new layout very very red... suppose to change next week or later one... cause no idea how to design it... then yesterday simply do and today just decided to change... maybe I'll edit it if new ideas come to me... hehehe...

Tomorrow is the starting of a new trimester... very boring... this holiday seems to me like very short and have done nothing... except helping my mom to make cookies... where do I have mood to study... now, it's 3 more weeks before Chinese New Year... and recently my mom are getting a lot of people ordering cookies... first she say she will not take too many orders... but the pass few days she has been receiving more then she expected... and some she not even confirm yet... this is due to one of her friend working at a factory and each time take many orders... due to that, I'm being very discouraging to her... i also don't know why... maybe because I don't want to make so many cookies anymore... I'm being lazy... or maybe I just don't want her to be so busy... whatever the reasons is, I still help her out if I could... but after today, I'll have less time to help her out dy... due to most of my classes are in the morning... and she used to start in the morning and finish around 2pm... after that she won't do anymore because my nephew is here... and he will be here from Monday to Friday cause he study just around my house... and he waits for his mom or aunt to come and fetch him up at 6 or 7pm...

Haih~ whatever happens I'll just have to go with the flow... hope that everything goes well... good luck to everyone...

Have to sleep early today...
tomorrow class at 9am-2pm...
see all of you tomorrow...

Life

YUI - Life
In the city I'm not used to that full of dirt,
I can't laugh the same and I walked with my head down,
People pass by in a quick pace,
I ask "have their dreams come true?"
I'm still struggling.

I want to try living in the present,
rather than returning to my childhood,
It's my nature to be a coward.

If I go to a sunny spot and stretch my arms out,
I wonder if I can go beyond the sky,
that's what I thought.

The wings I use to fly away are still invisible,
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living.

I just picked up a wet puppy,
and for a while, I laughed so much that tears spilled,
"I want to be loved, I just want to be loved", is what I said.
It's no good just to ask for it.

I want to try living in the present,
rather than returning to my childhood,
It's my nature to be a coward.

I went to a sunny spot and tried holding your hand tightly,
I will destroy that place, that time so I can change my life,

But I really can't express everything that's in my heart,
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living.

I went to a sunny spot and spread out my map, but,
I know... you know... that even the path of doubts can't be helped,
I can change my life.

All the days that have passed make up the me that's here now,
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living.

I like this song...
although it's in Japanese...
I look up the meaning in English...

Keep On

I couldn't sleep and nothing to do... so I thought of writing this post... this post was suppose to be my 100th post with the title:"The 100th Post"... but as you can see on my archive it's more then 100 already... I totally lost track of it due to the cookies post recently... and now when there is no more new cookies post and nothing to post about... it just came to me...

As most of you probably know that this blog is not my first blog... my first blog is friendster blog... at that time I doesn't even know what a blog is and its existence... but after trying it out and looking at my friends blog... I started to enjoy writing it... the question is, why I blog? as you read my blog you will know that i blog to tell about my life and experience in life... but most importantly, is like a diary to me... and to express my opinions, thoughts, and feelings.... cause I'm a shy guy that doesn't really tell people how or what I feel... and I'm not very good with word when speaking... the right words just doesn't come to my mind... but my writing is okay... thats the reasons...

Well, literature to me is an art... I don't hate it nor love it... everyone have their own style of writing... whether its a good or a bad one... everyone have different views too... in the past years or months... depend on how long I started blogging... there is a drastic change in my writing style... or maybe drastic is too huge to be use... but never mind... one of the changes you could see is that, from the past few months.... I stop using the 'SMS style' of typing and instead I'm typing it with full spelling now... why the sudden change?... its because I was at an anime forum asking people about a certain anime... and at that time... because I'm used to "SMS style' of typing... without thinking, I ask using that... although its just a short sentence... less then 20 words perhaps... people reply saying that its a hell to read what I'm typing... and someone reply with:"it is a respect for others by using the actual spelling"... when I saw that... I quickly change what I wrote and even apologise...

Due to that, that I started using full spelling in my blog... cause what you write and understand doesn't mean that others will understand too... although you say only your friends reading your blog... they are used to it... but how do you know?... and maybe your friend's friend visit your blog out of curiosity or other reasons... will they continue reading after a hard time just to read the first sentence?... I don't think so... even it's me... some times when reading my friend's blog... although I'm used to their style of writing... some of the sentences or words are 'weird' to me... I'm not trying to criticize anyone... its just my point of view... you could just ignore it... cause I stated before that everyone have their own way of writing so on...

Since I started to blog... I've posted quite a few didn't I... some are silly or stupid stuffs... some are funny stuff... some are happy stuff... and even sad and stressful stuff... but how many people out there are reading what I'm writing?... and what about my friends?... how many are there... knowing this, some times makes me sad... in a week, how many people visited and actually read what I wrote?... but it also depends on how recent do I post actually... I did put a state counter in my blog for a few months not long ago... but I stop after seeing the same result repeating itself again and again... for a few months... the result is an average of three people visited daily... maybe less and maybe more... knowing that, some times I have the feeling to stop blogging... but I din not... I still keep on until this day... not because of anyone or anything... but because of myself... my memories... cause I can't remember all the things i done in my whole life... some times even what happened last week I can't even remember... that's why blogging is like a diary to me... about my life... my experience...

As stated... my first blog is friendster blog... I don't even know if it still exist or not... the main reason I changed to blogger because it doesn't support HTML editing... and since then, I learn a new skill too... which is HTML... but I wanna thanks friendster for introducing me to the world of blogging... if not, this blog here doesn't even exist... over the pass months... I've been changing my layout over and over again according to the celebration or just cause I wanted to... I doesn't have any main layout yet... and mayb I'll stick to this one for now and only change according to the celebration... after the celebration, I'll changed back... thats what I planned... I wanted to stick to a background colour and just change the banner... like everyone else is doing... but I'm suck at banner designing... so I rather change everything...

I think that is all I got to say... no matter what happen... this blog will still be alive... even if I'm the only one visiting my blog... and thanks to those that keep coming back especially my friends... CHEERS....

A weird feeling...

Back and Break

Been back from USJ a couple of days dy... just don't have the mood to blog and nothing to blog about... basically, on friday morning... recieve a SMS from P saying that the result can be check dy... was kinda shock getting that message cause i was going for a holiday at my cousin's house... so i just reply with a 'sweat...' and ignored it... and the whole way to my cousin's house I did not think of my result at all... reach at USJ Giant about 13:00 and pass the cookies to my sister's friend... cause she is working and her friend is free... after that when for lunch and shopping at Giant... I bought some normal t-shirt and a pant... after that only when to my cousin's house... his house is only a few minutes from Giant...

Meet my aunt and cousins and chat a while... and is we only notice that we haven been to their house 3 years dy... cause usually every christmas we will go and celebrate at their house... but since I enter MMU... the time and day doesn't allowed... so I meet my cousins... both are brothers and they grow very big dy... i mean in size... kakaka... so catch up on what we miss out and he ask sme questions about universities... cause he just finish his SPM... after that around 16:00 we started to my uncle's place... he just got his new born baby...

He stay very far away at Klang... a lot of factory there and the road was bumpy cause they're widen the road... reach about 17:00... the baby boy are so cute... just 1 month old... this is their second baby... the first is also boy... 6 years old dy... there meet my other cousins also... I'm the oldest among all... look at the young one playing around... running here and there and shouting loudly... it reminds me of my childhood... hahaha... after that at 19:00 we went to a restaurant cause my uncle belanja... kekeke... that night i was so full... we ate till around 22:00 and went back to my cousin's house at USJ and spend a night there... Saturday morning went for breakfast and my mom wanna go Mydin... it's just beside Giant... so go shopping and went home at 13:00... we reach Melaka around 15:00... that night my parents have a wedding to attend... if not for the wedding... we could stay longer... haih~ din really chat with my cousin at all...

That night i tried to check my result... but i can't seem to access MMU website... Sunday is also the same problem... so I gave up... Monday night i remembered it again so I try to check again... and lucky me... i pass all subs... counted the pointer... i done better then i have expected... weird... but i was really happy... hehehe...

Just started watching Prison Break last week... cause i totally forgotten i have it... watch more then half of season 1 dy... was very nice... very 'kanchong' one... kakaka... thats all i got to say... hehehe... cheers...

Currently no cookies picture...
cause my mom says its still early to make...
maybe this Saturday or Sunday or next week...

Peanuts + Cornflakes

Today's main task... kakaka... my mom made this in the morning... when i woke up, she done more then half dy... i just help to brush the egg on top...

Second task... made mostly by me... kakaka... i scoop into the paper cup... used one whole box of cornflakes, the normal one... tangan lenguh...

We have extra time... so my mom wanna make pineapple rolls again... she ask me to roll the pineapple jam into that shape... when i put it like that, looks so funny... kakaka... *snap snap*

Before...

After that... wuala~

Going KL tomorrow to visit my relatives that just have their new born baby...
enjoy the pictures...
kakaka...

Pineapple Tarts

Looks like bee doesn't it... so cute... :D

Before it was put in the oven...

After it was put in the oven...

yawn~
sleepy...
although just have my evening sleep...

Pineapple Jam

Today my mom make or cook the pineapple jam... in the morning she and my dad go buy the pineapple and the fellow will 'blend' (don't know any other word to use) it for you... my mom bought 15 pineapple... when i was little, we usually parut the pineapple ourself... cause not very much and we just make for our own... but now is different cause wanna sell and got a lot... parut till gila... hahaha... anywho, brought back and have to tapis to let all the 'excess' water or juice out... then have to cook it and add in sugar and kayu manis (cinnamon if not mistaken)... that's all... the blended pineapple is light yellow in colour... no picture cause i was a bit late... my mom add in the sugar and cinnamon dy... after add in the stuff have to cook till it dry and golden in colour... it won't be 100% dry due to the sugar... the final product is sweet and sticky... hehe... try at your own risk... :þ but i think mostly people know how to do right... cause pineapple tarts is a must in chinese new year... hehe...

Boring holiday...

Again & Worsen

Since the pass few days, its been raining again and again... and the flood rises again in just a few days... some places in Johor, the water haven even reside fully yet... but due to the rain, it rises again... Johor has become like an island... many schools are closed due to the previous flood... now its worsen... luckily Melaka still save from flood... but if it still rain non-stop for days to come... sooner or later Melaka will be flooded too... history have repeated itself in Johor... hopefully it won't repeat itself in Melaka too... to those flood victims, hope that they are save and pray that it will not rain anymore and the flood will reside soon... let us all pray...

Pictures taken from The Star, ==click here== for more...

The world is changing...

Apple iPhone

The iPhone is a very cool phone... that's what i think la... it was release this week by Apple... the iPhone is a combination of a phone, ipod and a internet communication device... with it Mac OS X and 3.5 inch touch screen... there isn't any buttons... all is done by your fingers... although buttons also uses finger la... hehehe... but the differences is that you could touch your music, pictures and ect... to make calls you just have to point the name of the person you wanna call... to listen to music you just point to the album and songs you wanna hear... to browse you pictures you just have to point to the pictures and zoom in and out also by your finger... to browse the internet you just have to point and scroll with your finger... i guess you all get what i mean right... but whats more cool is that there's a QWERTY touch keyboard in it... where you uses it to send or reply SMSs, to browse the internet and search the web... everything is so simple with just the touch of your hand...

The iPhone also comes with WI-FI and EDGE technology... so you could online everywhere... there's also Bluetooth and USB for transfer of files... it also has a 2.0 megapixel camera and picture editing tools just like any other phones around... there's also a Google Map so you wouldn't get lost... kakaka... and another cool thing is that it has sensors build in... one is to turn of the display when you lift the phone to your ear... another is to control the brightness of the display... and another is when you turn it 90 degrees, it will change the display from portrait to landscape... cool huh... hehehe... but here comes the bad news... it will only be available in the US in June this year, Europe in the late this year, and Asia in next year which is 2008... there's a year to wait some more... heck.... but well, it will be available at 4GB for $499 (RM1750) and 8GB for $599 (RM2100)... its direct convert so hopefully when it reach here, the price will be for real... hehehe... looking forward to it...

For more detail: ==Apple Website== or ==Mobile88==

Can't wait...
but there's one more year...
T_T

Done with | Done for

Freaking telephone line... i've been disconnected from the world for almost 3 days dy... since sunday after the last paper... went home and my parents are kemas-ing... so i kemas my room la... i shifted my study table with my computer table... then the line is dead... no sound at all... so monday my dad call TM to come and fix... but they or he came on tuesday... he see see for a while then say he have to go up and chek but is raining... so he will come back later when its stop raining... but he didn't come at all... wednesday morning he came and climb up to chek don't know what... then he say is the line problem dy... have to change the line but have to pay 50 buck... what the heck... but he say evening he only come back... so my dad go check himself and don't know what he do... the line is up again... stupid TMnet.... waste 3 days for nothing... well, that's not the point of this post... this post suppose to be posted after the exam one... but was delayed, thanks to TMnet... tsk~

Anywho, think that my result will be very bad this trimester lo... cause really have no mood to study at all... unlike other trimester... a week before the finals i already planned what to study for which day... i have my schedule all planned out in my mind... but this trimester is totally different... i don't plan my schedule at all... i just read whatever that i have the mood to read or what i don't understand assuming that i understand the chapters involved in the mid-term... hopefully i won't fail la...

Well, i finally changed my layout again... kakaka... the new year layout was kinda dark and colourful... kakaka.... or in another word, weird... hehehe.... so i change it to a brighter colour, light green... cause i like green and i always wanted to change to green but its hard... but i finally got it... chinese new year is just around the corner... maybe i should be thinking of the new layout for it dy... kakaka... expect it to be red though... duh~ right... kakaka... well, thats it for now... i forgotten what i wanted to write... so long dy... cheers~

Happy holidays...
enjoy it while it last...

Welcome 2007

Happy New Year 2007

Well, its a new year dy... and a few more days before the finals... so in this new year, wish all of my friends good luck in the finals and in this new year... happy always and may your wish come true... i'll make this a short post cause had wasted time for yesterday post... so that's all for now till after the finals i guess... cheers...

study... study... study... going crazy...