Merdeka
Today is Malaysia 49th independent day.... happy bday Malaysia... yest nite got celebration at MITC... tats wads my dad say la... but din go... if wanna go oso no1 teman... so go 4 wad... 2day hav no plan oso... stay at home lo... wad merdeka means? i oso dono.... hahaha... 2 me, merdeka mean a day break from stress... hahaha... no la... actually merdeka means freedom... ya, tats da best word 2 discribe la... n tats tat...
From da previous previous previous post... stated tat i m bz wif midterm... but 2 b honest... midterm is not da oni stuff tats in my mind... a lot of stuff hav happen since da beginning of da sem... o mayb b4 da sem started... n mayb last sem... been wanting 2 post ab it long long time ago... but do not hav da guts... hahaha... no la... i dunno wether i sud post it o not... n till now... its independence day... i decided 2 post it...
Ppl say tat i changed a lot... i m diff from wen i m in alpha... tats wad they say... 2 me, they change 2... o izzit tat they r da 1 tats changed, not me... well, ppl change isnt it... usually ppl will change 2 b a better person... hav i? mayb, n mayb not... even i cant ans tat ques... o mayb u cud ans it 4 me... i feel like i m out of da circle dy... da bonding is getting looser n looser... n within sec, it'll break... but oni time will tell... many times i hav tried 2 'save' it... try 2 make it better... try 2 'glued' da bonding 2gether.... but da reaction i get is far beyond which is expected.... n sumtime doesnt even near 2 wad is expected....
Izzit me who hav changed again o izzit them tat hav changed... 2 me i feel tat they r da 1 who is changing... especially a particular fellow tat changed a lot... as tho becoming another person... i won say who izzit... mayb its bcoz of da stress tat is building up on av1 of us... coz dis sem is so stressful... n moz of da subs is killer subs... tats wad i kept telling myself... n mayb i m 2 sensitive... tats da oni solution i gav myself...
Da prob is not oni here... but from my other frens oso... but da prob is not very serious... i think av1 will go thru sumthg similiar like dis... but recently i've got contact wif my old old skul mates again... its been so many yrs dy... mayb dis is like wad ppl say; giving up sumthg means recieving in another way... altho i din rili gav up my frens... but i juz accept it as it is... coz ntg i done hav any changes...
Frens com n frens leave... oni tru frens leaves footprints behind... well, its tru... frens will b frens... no matter how long u din c o tok 2 each other... n no matter how long u noe each other... they written a page in u... as long as u r happy... juz leave ur life... don let a tiny little thg distroy ur day... but speaking is easier den doing... so juz try ur best... avthg will work out at da end... cheers...
From da previous previous previous post... stated tat i m bz wif midterm... but 2 b honest... midterm is not da oni stuff tats in my mind... a lot of stuff hav happen since da beginning of da sem... o mayb b4 da sem started... n mayb last sem... been wanting 2 post ab it long long time ago... but do not hav da guts... hahaha... no la... i dunno wether i sud post it o not... n till now... its independence day... i decided 2 post it...
Ppl say tat i changed a lot... i m diff from wen i m in alpha... tats wad they say... 2 me, they change 2... o izzit tat they r da 1 tats changed, not me... well, ppl change isnt it... usually ppl will change 2 b a better person... hav i? mayb, n mayb not... even i cant ans tat ques... o mayb u cud ans it 4 me... i feel like i m out of da circle dy... da bonding is getting looser n looser... n within sec, it'll break... but oni time will tell... many times i hav tried 2 'save' it... try 2 make it better... try 2 'glued' da bonding 2gether.... but da reaction i get is far beyond which is expected.... n sumtime doesnt even near 2 wad is expected....
Izzit me who hav changed again o izzit them tat hav changed... 2 me i feel tat they r da 1 who is changing... especially a particular fellow tat changed a lot... as tho becoming another person... i won say who izzit... mayb its bcoz of da stress tat is building up on av1 of us... coz dis sem is so stressful... n moz of da subs is killer subs... tats wad i kept telling myself... n mayb i m 2 sensitive... tats da oni solution i gav myself...
Da prob is not oni here... but from my other frens oso... but da prob is not very serious... i think av1 will go thru sumthg similiar like dis... but recently i've got contact wif my old old skul mates again... its been so many yrs dy... mayb dis is like wad ppl say; giving up sumthg means recieving in another way... altho i din rili gav up my frens... but i juz accept it as it is... coz ntg i done hav any changes...
Frens com n frens leave... oni tru frens leaves footprints behind... well, its tru... frens will b frens... no matter how long u din c o tok 2 each other... n no matter how long u noe each other... they written a page in u... as long as u r happy... juz leave ur life... don let a tiny little thg distroy ur day... but speaking is easier den doing... so juz try ur best... avthg will work out at da end... cheers...
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