This & That

Been thinking a lot lately... and is making me more and more confuse about everything around me... what am I looking for actually? someone to love? that love? someone to care? that care? friendship? relationship? I dont get the people around me anymore... I dont even get myself anymore... what do I want?

Sometimes thinking too much it makes me blank at the end... doing this and that does not mean anything anymore... to others and myself... people just do not appreciate it... and they would not even care... cause you do it willingly... maybe I just wanted attention.. maybe I just want to feel appreciated... to be acknowledged... to feel you are part of something... or just to feel noticeable... that you are there... not invincible...

Scratch all the above... maybe I'm just lonely... END...

Where are 'you'?