Freedom of Uncertainty

Finally da final is over... 2day is da last paper n is oso da last day of our gamma 1st sem... n its oso da beginning of our holiday... yeah!!! u may tot tat dis post is ab i thanking ppl n stuff like i used 2 do... but i got tired of it dy... n dis sem is diff from da other sem coz well... many stuff hav happened.... but lets get updated on wad happen dis few days o weeks...

1st thg 1st... its been so long since my last post due 2 da finals... well, ab da finals... its over anyway... think i cud pass... dono la... but dis sem hav a weird feeling 2 it... avtime after a paper... i don rili think much ab it... its like da feeling tat i don care... but actually i do care ab my results... oni dis sem is kinda diff... da mood is not there... shrugs...

Haze... da hottest topic in news n newspapers... avday there's sumthg ab haze... i don call it haze... i read as ha-ze (haha punya ha n j, so is ha-j)... lame rite... wadever... anywho, during my resting time from stress... took sum pics around my house... u can c tat the distance view is grayish coz of da haze... but its only a few blocks from my house... its obvious tat how thick is da haze... u cant even c da sun sumtimes n it looks so dark... but yest n 2day u cud c da sun dy... API of melaka was over 100 pass weeks... but now is 70+ dy.... so quite ok la... so if u don hav any business 2 do... don go outside... n drink lots of water... feels like wanna sore-throat dy... din drink much dis few days coz terperup kat bilik je...

Screamyx... dis week dono wad da heck is tmnuts doing... o did they do anythg at all... da connection is damn slow... mayb dial-up is faster... my line keep on dc-ing... sumtimes after a few minutes, sumtime after a few hours... 4 or 5 times a day o mayb more... i din count... mayb its uncountable... da connection is so unstable... each time i connect... sumtimes it's 1.5Mbps, sumtimes it's 1.4Mbps... well, it's between 1.2~1.5Mbps... it looks fast rite... but dl a few hundred kb file oso need 1 minutes o more... surfing took 4ever 2 open a page... not always la... depends on wad sites... n my dl don even move at all... sumtime got la, less den 5kbps... ish, its making me crazy...

Been anticipating 2day since da 1st paper... but 2day y din i feel happy? final is over... no stress, no fuss, no notes, no worries n no more driving 2 skul n block by da security n hav 2 park at EP anymore coz i don hav da latest 'pass'... lz 2 go 2 security la coz its out of da way on another side... remind me 2 do it wen new sem start tho... anywho, i m suppose 2 b happy rite... but i m not... on da other hand, it feels kinda sad... dunno y... dis few days din hav enuf sleep but i cant sleep dis evening... i dunno y oso... hati mcm tak tenang... during da finals oso cant sleep well at nite la... mayb due 2 da stress la... finals mah... but after finals dy oso cant sleep ler... wad izzit wif me ler... haih~ weird...

Well, so many uncertainty... i dono wad 2 do... at least giv me a sign la... haih~ anywho, Arif is coming bek 2molo... yeah yeah... long time din lepak dy... kakaka... i holiday 3 weeks... he holiday 2 weeks... so can lepak puas puas... ajak Daryl oso... hohoho... after finals tat is da oni thg i feel happy ab... can lepak wif Arif n Daryl... long time din c n chat... altho sumtimes got chat on9 la... but av1 is bz wif their own stuff... so basically, i hav sumthg 2 happy ab... hahaha... haih~ dono wad 2 rite dy la... forgotten sum of da stuff tat i planned 2 rite... so happy holidays n selamat hari raya...