Tracks of my tears

People say I'm the life of the party
Cause I make a joke or two
Although I might be laughing loud and hearty
Deep inside I'm blue

So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears

Outside I'm masquerading
Inside my hope is fading
Just a clown since you put me down
My smile is my make up
I wear since my break up with you

Baby baby baby,
Take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears
I need you, I need you, I need...
- Adam Lambert (American Idol 8)

*Adam din win... my feelings about Kris will win is right...

Hate this time in life...
I dowan to say goodbye...