Everyday...

It's been 3 week since we started our training... for me, it's a whole new experience... and I had learned so many stuffs... more tasks will be given to me on the days to come... according to Eddie, I'm suppose to learn all the basic stuff in a month... after that task given to me will be tougher and tougher... as you all know, he's currently doing on the Roystar project... and just 2 weeks, he was assigned with 2 more projects; NEP (Diamond water) and HEC (no idea what the heck it is :D)...

So, since I'm under him... I have to help him on whatever he is doing... Roystar project are already hectic since it has 6 branches (I went to only 2 of them)... for NEP, it's a new client... their HQ located at South City Plaza... damn huge... and during the first meeting for client requirements... there serve us 3 jugs water (10 people in the meeting, 3 of our own including me)... of course la, Diamond mah... hehehe... while for HEC, I had no idea what it is about... the HQ is at Melaka... so it was manage under Melaka department (we had KL and Melaka branch, KL is Developement and Delivery department while Melaka is QA department)... but HEC has 2 or 3 branches in KL, so it was assigned to Eddie...

I'm not bragging here... not to tell all of you that I had so many stuff to do till I can't take a deep breathe... it just seems like I had a lot of stuff to do... but actually not... I just do all the small and petty stuff... and sometimes, when Eddie is busy, I had nothing to do... or after I finished my tasks, and he have no other tasks for me, I'm bored too... so I'll go search for something to read or make short notes for my log book... I have no planned tasks, everyday is a 'surprise'...

So to those friends out there that has no stuff to do, yet... and just sit around staring at the clock (or fire extinguisher)... don't fret, walk around and ask people (yes, sometimes they're busy, so come back later)... that's what I do... if not you'll learn nothing... or find stuff to read or search online (if you have computer and internet access)... be patient for a few more days (or maybe weeks, haha)... they'll surely give you things to do... think it (boring times) as a task... a task to make it interesting (un-boring)...

Everyday is a new beginning...

Relationship

*Continuation from previous post*

I think both wont be happy cause both are so full of themselves... they forgotten the people around them or themselves... one live all by himself leaving his friends and family... the other thinks too much of his friends and family and ignore himself... it shouldn't be this way... there's a saying: too much of a good thing is bad... everything should be in average... like Person C...

Person C: A selfless person that sometimes are selfish too... he do stuff depending on what he is doing and put either himself or others as first priority... when a friend ask for help, he would help if he is capable of it... and whether he is in the condition to do so...

Relationship among humans are tough... you can't read the mind of what the other is thinking about... and you won't know what will the other do or react... all you could do is be yourself... stay firm... you can't control what others say or do... but you could control how you react to it... being selfless is not the best way... sometimes, you should be selfish too... depending on the situation and condition you're in...

Friendship, love, define it anyway you want... but some people just don't get it... friendship they will think is among friends... love, they will think is among lovers... friendship and love could be the same... it could be define is many way... friendship among friends, friendship among families, love among lovers, love among friends, love among families and so on...

'I miss you', 'I like you', 'I love you'... normally when you see or hear that, you will think of lovers... but actually you could use it to anyone... to a friend that you din see for a long time: I miss you... to a very best friend that understands you: I live you... to family members cause you'll be going far away: I love you... you could use it any where...

Well, most people have the wrong concept or idea or whatever you call it... but this can't be blame... cause we are in a multicultural country... and the custom here is different... people here are not that open minded as it is in other countries...

Not sure what's the point of me posting this... kinda emo recently... too much to think... and exams just around the corner...

haih~

HARD work

Much good work is lost for the lack of a little more. ~ Edward H. Harriman

Character is what emerges from all the little things you were too busy to do yesterday, but did anyway. ~ Mignon McLaughlin

The difference between try and triumph is a little umph. ~ Author Unknown

The only place where success comes before work is in the dictionary. ~ Vidal Sassoon and Donald Kendall

People know you for what you've done, not for what you plan to do. ~ Author Unknown

All the above is motivational quotes or sayings that basically mean that you will archive your goals with hard work... but does it really so? does success always comes with hard work? does your goals or dreams comes if you work hard?

This is the real life we're living in... it's a cruel and unfair world... you work your ass off like hell cause you believe that success comes with hard work... that is the theory... the theory is correct but in real life... does it really apply? maybe... working like mad... trying all you best... chasing after due dates... get well prepared... all in hope that you could get the job/grade/etc... but when the result came out... is nothing of your expectation... while others get better than you... and you know that they hardly do any preparation... are you pissed?

You will ask yourself is it that your hard work are not enough... and you should work harder... but you know that you have work your head off... burning midnight oil and lack of sleep... while other are being happy-go-lucky... all they done is socializing... making friends with lecturers... making a good connections... shows a good impression... helping out and so on... basically is like being a teacher's pet... lecturers see them only in class... they only see the surface of theirs... but for you that knows them... maybe not even that well... you could tell the difference... fakers... maybe you could be like them... tsk...

Didn't know why I decided to post this also... sometimes thinking of it makes me sick... maybe I just wanna view out how I feel... you could say anything you like... or say that I'm jealous or whatever... maybe I am... try being in my shoes for once...

Reality...
being 'hard' is not enough...
you must have the 'soft' too...

Sudden change

My holiday has only one word to explain it... BORING... the first day of my holiday (Saturday) was a 'journey' to KL... a sudden decision by my parents... cause my aunt buying insurance for her boys and need a medical certificate... and she don't know anything so my dad say we have to go up... since we have to borrow car from my sister too... cause the car I'm driving are gonna be sold... which had been sold on Friday... after meeting my aunt and cousins and had their blood 'taken', we went to find my sister... chat a while and off we went back to Melaka around 5pm or so... my dad drove my sister's car and I drove our car... went back a little early due to I have bad eye sight at night... that is the first time I drove on the highway... 120-140km/h... hehehe... hopefully no speed traps...

Then the rest of the days went by like a routine... I woke up around 11am and watch TV till lunch time around 1pm... after that rest a while and watch HOUSE... not my house, Dr. House the series... he damn funny and sarcastic too... it's also a medical series that talks about life... but it's harder to understand sometimes due to the very high standards... hehehe... watched till 4pm and had tea time... then I'll chat around or watch TV or just surf the net... had dinner at 7.30pm... watched TV and rest a while then continue with HOUSE... sleep around 1am... and it repeat all over again tomorrow... and the day after tomorrow... and the day after that... and so on...

But on Wednesday, while chatting with Wilson, he was suppose to come down Melaka with his friend and stay my house for 2 days... and I would be their 'tour guide' around Melaka... but his friend had a sudden stuff to do so he canceled it... instead, I went to KL to find him and stayed his house for 2 days... what a sudden change huh... cause my parents are going to my aunt house again since another aunt of mine wanna buy insurance too... and my sister ask us to exchange car with my brother... well, it's kinda complex, let's just skip it... so that's that... I'm at KL all of a sudden...

The first day (Thursday) I was there, Wilson bought me to Pavillian... he say since I haven been there yet... we had Carl's Jr. (hope I get the name right) for lunch... the burgers are huge... bigger than Burger King's and nicer and juicier... and the drinks are free flow... hahaha... walk around the place... then we walk all the way to Sungei Wang which I bought my jacket... then walk all the way to Time Square which I bought Chat Zai (No. 7 kid?)... hehehe... we walk till leg sore... then go to Lauyat and bought myself a speaker... my speaker had been 'dead' since CNY... spend a lot just in one day... after that walk all the way back to Pavillian cause the car is there... we ate hawker food for dinner... hahaha... save money mah...

The next day went out for breakfast around 11am or so at Kopikau (I think) at 'forget where'... then went back to rest cause the previous night been fixing Wilson's uncle's laptop till very late only went to bed... around 3pm we went to Midvalley to had lunch and watch movie... we watched The Spiderwick Chronicle... if you haven watch it... go watch now... very nice and recommended... the graphics are so real... after watching we went back... it's been raining outside heavily and we didn't even notice... crape the whole night...

My last day, we woke up at 8am by Wilson mom... she call us to go to his grandparent's house to have breakfast and fix his uncle's laptop again... went there fixed the laptop and went to makan... went back to his place and I packed my stuff and get ready... follow his sister to Niuzesui 牛车水 (Air Kereta Lembu... don't ask me in English... I'll tell you Cow Car Water...) forget about the name... it's basically a place NOT like a shopping center... it's some 3 storeys terrace shop with shade and in between the shop are more individual shops... hard to explain... forget take pictures... anyway, nothing to see or buy there... but there have Big Apple and Starbuck... we had Big Apple for lunch... after that, his sister followed her friends...

So around 1.15pm we went to Pudu with traffic jam in mind... but it turn out to be quite a smooth flow with just a little jam... we reach Pudu at 2pm but my bus is at 4pm... so we just sit/lay in the car sleeping and craping at the carpark... and it rained... 3.30pm we went down and lucky for us my bus has arrived... so it's goodbye and I went on the bus... it rained all the way till Melaka... I reach at 6pm and my dad fetched me...

Wow! what a long post... hahaha... that's how my holiday goes... from boring to something that I din expect... at least I had fun for the last few days... I was so happy that till today when I check MMLS only I remember I'll be having a midterm this Wednesday... syabas right... today is the last day of holiday... which means tomorrow classes will start... haih~ is it true that all good things will end bad? or all bad things will end good? or maybe it is a circle of good and bad?... anywho, how's your holiday?

It won't be much fun after this...
at least from my point of view...

Last weekend

Since the first day of the new trimester... although is only two days... I've been very busy... hahaha... wake up early around 7am or 8am... then went to class... between breaks went to find lecturer to ask about courses that didn't offer... either that or went lepak with friends... and came back around 11pm... bath and went to bed... due to the lack of sleep... today I woke up with a headache or migraine... I don't know the differences... hahaha...

Well, last Saturday and Sunday before the new trimester begins... I went up to KL with my parents... went to send my sister the cookies her colleagues ordered... went there around 11am... reach earlier than expected... then my sister say want to make cookies... hahaha... so my mom help her... went all the way up to bake cookies... hahaha...

Around 5pm, we decided to go 1U... got a slight jam on the way... window shop around while waiting for my brother to finish work and meet up with us... he reach around 6.30pm or so and we went to have dinner at Wong Kok Char Chan Teng... I tried the cheese baked rice with pork chop... not really nice... the one serve at Kim Gary is way better... we also ordered some appetizer... not bad la...

After that we went shopping... went into a few shops but semua tak kenan... but then I bought a collared-shirt at the end... after that my brother went back cause he got work the next morning... so my sister suggested we watch movie lo... and my parents agreed...

We suppose to be watching Rambo 4... but full dy... then ask Game Plan... also full... so we watch a murdering movie at the end called Sweeney Todd... starring Johnny Depp... I thought it will be a very scary movie... but I was wrong... the movie is actually something like a musical... the dialogs are all singing... not all la... hahaha... well, no spoilers here... the movie is not bad la... a murdering maniac show with a twist of laughter... yes, there are some funny parts... if you like Johnny Depp... then go watch it... he really can act... the movie I giv it... erm... 7.5/10...

After that balik and tido... hahaha... the next morning we went to Sunway Piramid... cause it's the nearest to my sister's place... so went shopping and I bought a shirt and a cargo pants... hehehe... happy... my mom also bought some blouse... after having lunch at The Chicken Rice Shop... because we dono what to eat... and my mom like that... we went back to my sister place... then we only went back to Melaka...

Went back and saw my dog... she so happy to see us all... cause she was left alone in the house when we went to KL... kesian, but no choice... she merajuk and didn't really quite eat... everytime we went somewhere she merajuk wan... so manja... hahaha... that's all... didn't expect this post to be quite long...

What should I do?

Hana Yori Dango

As you notice that my previous 2 songs have mentioned about Hana Yori Dango... well, its actually a Japanese drama... actually, it started from a manga... according to Wikipedia... the manga is from October 1992 to September 2003... and it has 36 volumes... in 1996, it was made into anime that runs for 51 episodes...

Anywho, you might heard of Meteor Garden right... well, Meteor Garden is from that manga... a very famous Taiwanese drama... and the group F4 got famous because of it... it has 2 seasons but I only watch the first season... and it was boring... they like to 'drag' the drama to make it long... I don't know why...

In October 2005, Hana Yori Dango the Japanese drama was release... I got it from my friend during the previous holiday... at first I thought that it would be boring too... but once I watch the first episode... its very funny and interesting to watch.... and I can't stop myself from watching it to the end... it has only 9 episodes all together... this is the first season... each episodes runs for about 45 minutes... with the last episodes runs for an hour special... the story is so funny, interesting, unpredictable, and touching...

January this year (2007)... the second season was released.... I got it together with the first season la... after finish the first season... I straight away watch the second season... the first episodes runs for almost 2 hours... the starting was very funny dy... it has 11 episodes all together... second to tenth episodes runs for about 45 minutes each... and the last episodes is an hour special like the first season... this is the continuation from the first season... damn funny and interesting just like the first one... highly recommended... hahaha...

Not only the drama is nice... the songs is also very nice... like the previous 2 songs that I uploaded in my blog... and the lyrics...

If you missed it:
Ai Otsuka - Planetarium
Utada Hikaru - Flavour Of Life

Here are some cut scenes:

F4...

The main character, Tsukushi (left) getting bullied...

Tsukushi and Tsukasa (F4 leader)...

Tsukushi and her best friend, Yuki...

F4 members (Sojiro and Akira)...

Tsukushi and Rui (F4)...

Ohya, Hana Yori Dango means 'dumplings over flowers'... the last episode of season 2 got mentioned about this... don't worry, no spoilers here... but the drama is called 'Boys over Flowers'... I don't know why... hahaha...

Finish watching Scrubs...
ending.... erm....
watch yourself...
kakaka...

Delta

A new trimester has started for a week dy... this trimester is the first of our Delta year or third year... first week of study was boring... but with all my friends is fun... MMU has been freakingly increasing their fees... before the start of the trimester... MMU has increased the vehicle sticker of cars from RM1.50 to RM12.00.... and motor from RM1.50 to RM2.00... for the motor there is no problems but for the car owners like me who drive to campus everyday is too much... RM12 is too much to ask for... is not that they provide a parking space for us... or there's shade... we have to walk in the hot sun while parking up at a hill top... and sometimes the parking space are not enough... they bought a tiny machinery to type our car number and serial number... unlike last time they used marker pen... how much is that little stuff cost till they have to charge us so much... crazy...

Besides that, just a few days ago... they decided to charge us for using the library too... RM100 a year... what is the meaning of this... MMU is so poor is it... RM100 to use the library... books in the library are not up to date too... and has limited sits.... I wonder what else will they charge us for after this... using the lab maybe... or increase the academic calender from RM1 to RM10... or better, introduce a parking fee in campus... stupid....

Well, just wanna express my feelings... other than the stupid stuff MMU do... yesterday I went to MP after class with Arif around 12pm... had lunch at burger king... after that went to watch Pirate's of the Caribbean: At world's End... Johnny Depp is so funny... the movie last for about 2 hours and 45minutes... not bad la... I know the movie very long dy... no time to watch mah... hehehe... ohya, on Wednesday we went to play badminton... hahaha... is was fun to sweat it out... next week going again... anyone wanna join? hehehe...

Weekend dy...
can rest...
hehe...

I believe

I believe in luck...
I believe in fate...
I believe in hope...
I believe in wishes...
I believe in taking chances...
I believe in no pain, no gain...
I believe that there is a second chance...
I believe everything happened for a reason...
I believe obstacles make people stronger...
I believe experiences makes you grow...
I believe that truth is better told then to discover it...
I believe after crying will feel better, nothing to be shy of...
I believe helping people will make you feel better...
I believe if you be good to others, they will be good to you too...
I believe in my friends...
I believe that my friends is true to me...
I believe in myself...
I believe what I done is right...
I believe what I believe in is right...
I believe is what I believe...
I'll keep on believing...
if the world closes on me...
at least I have my believes...
~KeL~

Changed my layout again... no more ang ang (red red)... all green green dy cause green is good for your eyes... hehehe... two weeks of Chinese new year is over... no more ang pao... but a lot of stress will be pouring in... this trimester really no mood... don't know what's wrong also... this month, March will be very very busy; two labs next week, one midterm, a mock meeting and a friends birthday party the other week... two midterms and a gathering the week after that... haih~

Ohya, today one of the building in campus had a shake... FBL is shaking... but no one feel it... but the security say there's a shake and they block the entrance... I was coming from CLC and saw a crowd below FBL and was told that the building is shaking... shrugs... all of us waited there for confirmation and some of our friends is in the building when it happened but when the came down they say feel nothing... so class was cancel from 12-2pm... and luckily my class was till 2pm... so all balik... after that I don't know what happen dy... a building that is so old suddenly had a shake... its kinda dangerous I think... kakaka... what if the building really fall down? and FOSEE and FET came down with it... wow! that will be a shock indeed...

Hmm...

Keep On

I couldn't sleep and nothing to do... so I thought of writing this post... this post was suppose to be my 100th post with the title:"The 100th Post"... but as you can see on my archive it's more then 100 already... I totally lost track of it due to the cookies post recently... and now when there is no more new cookies post and nothing to post about... it just came to me...

As most of you probably know that this blog is not my first blog... my first blog is friendster blog... at that time I doesn't even know what a blog is and its existence... but after trying it out and looking at my friends blog... I started to enjoy writing it... the question is, why I blog? as you read my blog you will know that i blog to tell about my life and experience in life... but most importantly, is like a diary to me... and to express my opinions, thoughts, and feelings.... cause I'm a shy guy that doesn't really tell people how or what I feel... and I'm not very good with word when speaking... the right words just doesn't come to my mind... but my writing is okay... thats the reasons...

Well, literature to me is an art... I don't hate it nor love it... everyone have their own style of writing... whether its a good or a bad one... everyone have different views too... in the past years or months... depend on how long I started blogging... there is a drastic change in my writing style... or maybe drastic is too huge to be use... but never mind... one of the changes you could see is that, from the past few months.... I stop using the 'SMS style' of typing and instead I'm typing it with full spelling now... why the sudden change?... its because I was at an anime forum asking people about a certain anime... and at that time... because I'm used to "SMS style' of typing... without thinking, I ask using that... although its just a short sentence... less then 20 words perhaps... people reply saying that its a hell to read what I'm typing... and someone reply with:"it is a respect for others by using the actual spelling"... when I saw that... I quickly change what I wrote and even apologise...

Due to that, that I started using full spelling in my blog... cause what you write and understand doesn't mean that others will understand too... although you say only your friends reading your blog... they are used to it... but how do you know?... and maybe your friend's friend visit your blog out of curiosity or other reasons... will they continue reading after a hard time just to read the first sentence?... I don't think so... even it's me... some times when reading my friend's blog... although I'm used to their style of writing... some of the sentences or words are 'weird' to me... I'm not trying to criticize anyone... its just my point of view... you could just ignore it... cause I stated before that everyone have their own way of writing so on...

Since I started to blog... I've posted quite a few didn't I... some are silly or stupid stuffs... some are funny stuff... some are happy stuff... and even sad and stressful stuff... but how many people out there are reading what I'm writing?... and what about my friends?... how many are there... knowing this, some times makes me sad... in a week, how many people visited and actually read what I wrote?... but it also depends on how recent do I post actually... I did put a state counter in my blog for a few months not long ago... but I stop after seeing the same result repeating itself again and again... for a few months... the result is an average of three people visited daily... maybe less and maybe more... knowing that, some times I have the feeling to stop blogging... but I din not... I still keep on until this day... not because of anyone or anything... but because of myself... my memories... cause I can't remember all the things i done in my whole life... some times even what happened last week I can't even remember... that's why blogging is like a diary to me... about my life... my experience...

As stated... my first blog is friendster blog... I don't even know if it still exist or not... the main reason I changed to blogger because it doesn't support HTML editing... and since then, I learn a new skill too... which is HTML... but I wanna thanks friendster for introducing me to the world of blogging... if not, this blog here doesn't even exist... over the pass months... I've been changing my layout over and over again according to the celebration or just cause I wanted to... I doesn't have any main layout yet... and mayb I'll stick to this one for now and only change according to the celebration... after the celebration, I'll changed back... thats what I planned... I wanted to stick to a background colour and just change the banner... like everyone else is doing... but I'm suck at banner designing... so I rather change everything...

I think that is all I got to say... no matter what happen... this blog will still be alive... even if I'm the only one visiting my blog... and thanks to those that keep coming back especially my friends... CHEERS....

A weird feeling...

Again & Worsen

Since the pass few days, its been raining again and again... and the flood rises again in just a few days... some places in Johor, the water haven even reside fully yet... but due to the rain, it rises again... Johor has become like an island... many schools are closed due to the previous flood... now its worsen... luckily Melaka still save from flood... but if it still rain non-stop for days to come... sooner or later Melaka will be flooded too... history have repeated itself in Johor... hopefully it won't repeat itself in Melaka too... to those flood victims, hope that they are save and pray that it will not rain anymore and the flood will reside soon... let us all pray...

Pictures taken from The Star, ==click here== for more...

The world is changing...

Apple iPhone

The iPhone is a very cool phone... that's what i think la... it was release this week by Apple... the iPhone is a combination of a phone, ipod and a internet communication device... with it Mac OS X and 3.5 inch touch screen... there isn't any buttons... all is done by your fingers... although buttons also uses finger la... hehehe... but the differences is that you could touch your music, pictures and ect... to make calls you just have to point the name of the person you wanna call... to listen to music you just point to the album and songs you wanna hear... to browse you pictures you just have to point to the pictures and zoom in and out also by your finger... to browse the internet you just have to point and scroll with your finger... i guess you all get what i mean right... but whats more cool is that there's a QWERTY touch keyboard in it... where you uses it to send or reply SMSs, to browse the internet and search the web... everything is so simple with just the touch of your hand...

The iPhone also comes with WI-FI and EDGE technology... so you could online everywhere... there's also Bluetooth and USB for transfer of files... it also has a 2.0 megapixel camera and picture editing tools just like any other phones around... there's also a Google Map so you wouldn't get lost... kakaka... and another cool thing is that it has sensors build in... one is to turn of the display when you lift the phone to your ear... another is to control the brightness of the display... and another is when you turn it 90 degrees, it will change the display from portrait to landscape... cool huh... hehehe... but here comes the bad news... it will only be available in the US in June this year, Europe in the late this year, and Asia in next year which is 2008... there's a year to wait some more... heck.... but well, it will be available at 4GB for $499 (RM1750) and 8GB for $599 (RM2100)... its direct convert so hopefully when it reach here, the price will be for real... hehehe... looking forward to it...

For more detail: ==Apple Website== or ==Mobile88==

Can't wait...
but there's one more year...
T_T

Happy 'tang cuek'

This is the final product... kakaka... the gravy or whatever you call it, the main ingredients is ginger and 'gula tuak'... sweet and thick... yummy...


I usually eat like this... kakaka... if got kacang la... if no also never mind of course... try it... no nice don blame me... hehehe...


This pao is my aunt make one... make from keledek... very soft, sweet and nice of course... kakaka...

Today went to merlimau early in the morning... cause 'tang cuek' mah... go there saw a lot of cousins... i wonder why so many people wan... usually they seldom come wan... then only know that their houses have been flooded... haih~ the water level is very high... high till the beds and almost the whole almari is soak... very very deep... then only know a few areas have been flooded too... like sungai rambai, muar, tangkak i think, then the dewan hang tuah (old pasar and bas stand), malim, bukit baru i think, and batu berendam kua... all flooded dy... haih~ this is the worse that ever happen... cause rain for 4 days non-stop... i was lucky that i live at high ground... then got some places that are not flooded... but they have water shortage for 2 days dy pulak... aiks~ here too much water... there no water... sweat~

Today evening the rain stopped... hopefully it won't rain again at night la... at least until all the water has surut (forget what it's called in english)... worse 'tang cuek' ever... i was happily living here and blogging some more.... but people in other places is facing flood-ness... haih~ other then that, while here is raining for days... some places don't even rain at all... haih~

May you and your family be in peace...

Night b4 'tang cuek'

'eee' is in hokkien... it means 'tang yuan' (chinese)... if you a hokkien, you should know how to pronouns... kakaka... don't ask me what its called in english... i don't know...


There are 2 types... 1 is white, another is red.. don't ask me why too... i also don't know... hehe... we usually make the red one's smaller... some people make same size like my aunt... some people put 'tao sa' (red bean paste) in it... or kacang...

Well, 'tang cuek' (hokkien) or 'tong zhi' (chinese) means mid-winter... if not mistaken la... hehe... its the last day of this year... or that year... or... u get what i mean... anywho, all the gods will be going back to heaven to report... something like that... so on this day, we will make 'eee' and boiled it and serve it with ginger water... something like that la... this will be offered to the gods... the 'eee' is sticky n sweet... so when the gods balik... they will say good stuff about us and our family lo... so in the new year, everything will be smooth... something like that la... hahaha... a lot of 'something like that' o... hehehe... that's just a story la... whether is true or not... you decide yourself la... the actual meaning of 'eee' is unity la... cause the whole family will make it... golek golek the thing... then eat together... something like that la... hahaha... my mom used to say that eat 'eee' will old 1 year... hehehe... if you wanna stay the same age... don't eat it... kakaka... lame right... hehe...

Happy 'tang cuek' day... may you and your family unite and live happily...

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Now i rili wish i cud stop da time... coz i rili needed more time... 4 wad???

1st, i needed more time so tat i cud sleep more... don hav enuf sleep dis pass few days... wen 2 bed early but cant fall a sleep... usually after 1 hr oni fall asleep...

2nd, i needed more time 2 study... da exam is juz around da corner... n i don think i cud finish studying...

3rd, i needed more time 4 myself... basically, dis is da whole reason... i need 2 get my time organize... been slacking off recently... ppl ask me go out i juz go out... say wanna study but do other stuff... my schedule is all wrong... wrong wrong wrong...

Well, whose fault izzit? mine la ofcoz... who else can i blame... actually, our biggest enemy of all is ourself... if u cud 'beat' urself... den avthg will b fine... our biggest competitor is also ourself... if u cud get pass urself... den u r great... so b4 u start comparing urself wif sum1 else... compare urself now wif who u rili wan 2 b... "speak 4 urself b4 u speak 4 others"...

~giv me more time~

*P.S: i posting dis during my break time... am i slacking off...