Rain

June’s lies and the truth in front of my eyes
are put away in sepia tones
Nestling close to one another, warmth;
I don’t understand those things anymore

“You’ll be fine on your own… right?” you said,
forcing it upon me and then you said goodbye
If it’s going to be that kind of consolation,
then I should be tired of hearing it by now

Endlessly ringing; the merciless memories
seem to have no intention of forgiving me
If I close my eyes
they will only grow surrounding me at a distance; your laugh

Will the rain ever stop, I wonder?
For a pretty long time now it’s been cold
Why does the rain choose to fall on me?
Why does it choose me who has nowhere to escape to?

Time intrudes on the new morning I finally found
The direction I face is not the future, I kept chasing after the past

You, who gave me a new start by your consolations
and the hateful and cowardly me
It’s about time… Fumbling,
my troubles spill down my tired cheeks

Eyes that don’t want to know the past
and fingers that can wash it all away
Scars heal at a gentle pace;
at an unreachable distance that seems to be within reach

Will the rain ever stop, I wonder?
For a pretty long time now it’s been cold
Why does the rain choose to fall on me?
I wonder if it’s okay to let it cover me

The rain keeps on falling today as well knowing no end
While we quietly nestle together under the umbrella I hold
-SID (Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood)

Will it stop raining on me?