Finishing or Starting?
This post have been delayed like a month dy... hehe... suppose to write it after my finals but I have nothing to write about... once or twice I logged in, type the title and I go blank... even now I feel there is nothing to post... just craping so bare with me...
After the finals, it is like independence... no one care what you do, so you could do whatever you like... but the problem is there's nothing to do... I spent my time sleeping, playing games and surf the net while listening to musics... and the routines repeat day by day, just different sequence sometimes... after my final paper, I ended up with a DSL... hahaha... it's funny sometimes when I think about it... it feels like wasting money... I could save up and buy a DSLR... but come to think of it... without it, how do I pass my days till today... cause it seems like I pass most of my time playing it... and some games are quite addicting...
Neway, the fist week after finals I slack off enjoying myself for the time being... the second week, suppose that I start to find work... but I slack off till the end of the week only I start updating my resume and all... the reason is, I'm lost... I do not know which route to go and what to do... I keep thinking about it but everytime it ended with no answers... so I slack off... after talking to close friends and family member then only I start apply... I just click on whatever that I think suit me... like what a friend said:"Whack only la!"...
For the pass 2 weeks, I've been applying more than 10 jobs... it looks a lot to me... but my friend say:"10 only ar? normally, only 1 or 2 out of 10 will kena one"... sweat! but what he said kinda true cause after a week, non has a response... so I start to apply more... but most of the jobs need experience and some specific skills... as for me, I has non of both... whack also cant whack with both eyes close... but what I could do is only wait and wait... I also have sent my resume to my sister, brother and a few friends to help find job... but no response from them too...
Till lately, last Monday, when I was having my afternoon sleep (not everyday)... the phone rang and I was forced wake... I picked up the phone and this fella was telling me stuff... he offered me to go training for a month... SAP ERP training... I was kinda shock cause this opportunity hard to come by...the training is at Kelana Jaya and starts 1st July... he ask me to consider and prepare since I was in Melaka and he'll call back on Thursday... after I hang up, it was like a dream to me... after about half an hour passed... another phone call came and this time ask me to come for an interview on Friday... 2 on the same day, not bad huh? finally I see the light at the end of the tunnel and a path...
Today (Thursday), after discussing with my family for 2 days, I waited for his call... but it din came... so I decided to call him instead.. maybe I misiinterpret what he said last time, which is to call him back but I heard as he'll call back... I said I need more details on the training so he explained... and he said he'll forward my resume to the trainer and I have to do some registration thingy... he asked me to wait for their call... I felt a little worried since he said he'll forward to the trainer... cause it seems like my spot have not been confirm and I might not get it... as for the interview, I have rejected it as my dad say since I'm going training then the interview no need dy... and since my sister and brother coming back this weekend...
The path is unclear again... but at least there's still a light... I really hope I ould get the training since it's a hard opportunity to get... I'll have my fingers crossed... but it seem like I'm not the only one that is lost... some people share but some keep to themselves... it's been a month or so since the finals dy... that is the finishing part, university life... the "real" life is just starting...
After the finals, it is like independence... no one care what you do, so you could do whatever you like... but the problem is there's nothing to do... I spent my time sleeping, playing games and surf the net while listening to musics... and the routines repeat day by day, just different sequence sometimes... after my final paper, I ended up with a DSL... hahaha... it's funny sometimes when I think about it... it feels like wasting money... I could save up and buy a DSLR... but come to think of it... without it, how do I pass my days till today... cause it seems like I pass most of my time playing it... and some games are quite addicting...
Neway, the fist week after finals I slack off enjoying myself for the time being... the second week, suppose that I start to find work... but I slack off till the end of the week only I start updating my resume and all... the reason is, I'm lost... I do not know which route to go and what to do... I keep thinking about it but everytime it ended with no answers... so I slack off... after talking to close friends and family member then only I start apply... I just click on whatever that I think suit me... like what a friend said:"Whack only la!"...
For the pass 2 weeks, I've been applying more than 10 jobs... it looks a lot to me... but my friend say:"10 only ar? normally, only 1 or 2 out of 10 will kena one"... sweat! but what he said kinda true cause after a week, non has a response... so I start to apply more... but most of the jobs need experience and some specific skills... as for me, I has non of both... whack also cant whack with both eyes close... but what I could do is only wait and wait... I also have sent my resume to my sister, brother and a few friends to help find job... but no response from them too...
Till lately, last Monday, when I was having my afternoon sleep (not everyday)... the phone rang and I was forced wake... I picked up the phone and this fella was telling me stuff... he offered me to go training for a month... SAP ERP training... I was kinda shock cause this opportunity hard to come by...the training is at Kelana Jaya and starts 1st July... he ask me to consider and prepare since I was in Melaka and he'll call back on Thursday... after I hang up, it was like a dream to me... after about half an hour passed... another phone call came and this time ask me to come for an interview on Friday... 2 on the same day, not bad huh? finally I see the light at the end of the tunnel and a path...
Today (Thursday), after discussing with my family for 2 days, I waited for his call... but it din came... so I decided to call him instead.. maybe I misiinterpret what he said last time, which is to call him back but I heard as he'll call back... I said I need more details on the training so he explained... and he said he'll forward my resume to the trainer and I have to do some registration thingy... he asked me to wait for their call... I felt a little worried since he said he'll forward to the trainer... cause it seems like my spot have not been confirm and I might not get it... as for the interview, I have rejected it as my dad say since I'm going training then the interview no need dy... and since my sister and brother coming back this weekend...
The path is unclear again... but at least there's still a light... I really hope I ould get the training since it's a hard opportunity to get... I'll have my fingers crossed... but it seem like I'm not the only one that is lost... some people share but some keep to themselves... it's been a month or so since the finals dy... that is the finishing part, university life... the "real" life is just starting...
I'm scared...
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